03/14/21

I feel lethargic lately.. For a week i just want to lie down, just read any manga/manhwa/comics/novels that I would interest me. Last Wednesday I have heard about my favorite jpop idol v6 disbandment, I was shocked, still can't believe that they have made an announcement already.. that also contribute to this feeling of anxiety, uneasiness, awkwardness that I have today... I also feel on the verge of crying after seeing an animated picture of my late father, then rememebering my dear friend who have died from heart failure... The weather is not helping also... It's been cloudy and a litte bit of drizzle from time to time... I also happened to think about my life choices and wondering have I made the right one... I also regretted the fact that I have my fam bam in my socmed account, that was not a good idea especially I when I want to tell something on my mind and got them worried over this.. Well hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow... Ready to accept whatever life might throw at me.. It will be bettter tomorrow..